vulnerable

a long sighhhhhhhhhhh......i just get my damn result...science subject hancur!!my physic paper 1 was a major shocked..i get half of the full mark only...my worst paper 1 n i tot it was a lil bit easier???damn me..it's totally spoiled my good mood of the day...if nt maybe i can get slightly higher mark for physic..

add math??i expected a pass only n i get it.but i'm not happy ...when saw others can get 99 for their add math..make me just so vulnerable and hated myself...how cum i be so stupid???dumb!haihzzzzzz...sape suruh tak study..regret now??no use!

i felt very bad now BOUT MY RESULT..feel like yelling at someone..crying out loud..like a baby probably...who to blame?blame yourself SYAZA for being lazy,careless.stupid,dumb,malas, and many many more...i REALLY NEED A MOVIE OR SHOW THAT CAN MAKE ME CRY badly...so maybe ,most probably I will feel better...any SUGGESTION?

P/S:plan to tell my father next week bout my result actually..but when i saw him during lunch today,I just revealed everyting...all the results..luckily he did't scold...maybe he pity me and maybe he can sense that i wanna cry already...next obstcale..MY MUM!..and thanx my friends who tried hard to cheer me up..;-)